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Post by missdepp14 on Nov 2, 2006 5:52:42 GMT -5
i dont know if anyone noticed but i wasn't on EJ for almost a week (wich was like eternity for me because i'm usually cheking EJ almost every day/two days). any way, i was at the hospital (some of you already know it from the msn). i TRIED to cut my veins but i just made myself to bleed a little so i have this bandage around my arm now. since it didnt worked i swallowed all the pills i had at home. i felt dizziness and tried to sit on the couch and then i woke up at the hospital. the firs thought that i was crossing my mind at that moment was "dang, it didnt work" i was at the hospital for few days and i didnt have appetite at all (i still dont have any) and my stomach was really hurting and it still is. my parents will probably send me to a psychologist now, and that sucks... i cant talk with anyone about that, especially not with a stranger.
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Post by xLuv!n Johnnyx on Nov 2, 2006 6:31:30 GMT -5
Please dont do that mate... anahita is right, there is much to live for in this world (like if you commit suicide you might've had the chance of meeting johnny himself somewhow) stick with us in EJ and i promise you'll be ok! Hope to chat to u on msn mate!
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Post by anahita7 on Nov 2, 2006 12:09:26 GMT -5
Hey!! I thank you for agreeing with me xLuv!n Johnnyx, but you're completely missing my point. I said that there are so many things in this world BESIDES Johnny Depp, and you tell her that the best thing in this world is to get to meet him? Dude!!! And missdepp14, I promise you. It will get better in time. Just try to make the best of your time till you get there. Read, watch movies, listen to sad music that makes you cry out, so you don't bottle it up inside. And watch people. People are fascinating. Go outside at midnight and watch the sky, if there are any stars. It will make you forget everything else. Or, if you want, a chance to really think clearly.
Watch "Amélie of Montmartre".
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Post by Another Lost Angel on Nov 2, 2006 19:15:37 GMT -5
aww missdepp14 please dont do that.. sweetie do some of the anahita suggested or when i feel bad i like to go outside and count the stars than i forget everything except what number i was on and then i forget that lol anyways hang in there mate!! we love you
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Post by missdepp14 on Nov 3, 2006 6:40:18 GMT -5
aww thank you all guys! i love you too, and thanx for the advices, anahita7, i'll try some of them.
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Post by Another Lost Angel on Nov 12, 2006 12:28:12 GMT -5
good sucide is not the answer
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Post by anahita7 on Nov 12, 2006 12:42:43 GMT -5
Suicide is the answer when the answer is something you feel you can't accomplish. Never commit suicide. Tremendous waste of life.
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Post by missdepp14 on Nov 12, 2006 12:50:48 GMT -5
exactly, it is something i feel i can't accomplish- Johnny! he's the love of my life, which i would never be able to have.
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Post by Another Lost Angel on Nov 12, 2006 12:52:48 GMT -5
well you'll find someone you love 10 times as much that you can have trust me mate!
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Post by anahita7 on Nov 12, 2006 13:01:03 GMT -5
Change your perspective as soon as you can, missdepp. That's the only thing that's gonna help you.
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