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Post by Another Lost Angel on Oct 22, 2006 12:53:19 GMT -5
^ woah never do that sweetie thats not good
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Post by missdepp14 on Oct 23, 2006 8:18:58 GMT -5
^ woah never do that sweetie thats not good sometimes it's the only solution thet was left
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Post by anahita7 on Oct 23, 2006 14:41:05 GMT -5
It will go over. I promise you that.
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Post by jd290 on Oct 23, 2006 17:48:57 GMT -5
things get better, mate! that's not the solution, and we're always all here to talk if you want. if your parents not knowing is too hard, then tell them. they might care a little bit, but it's not like they will ground you for something like that. and they can't make you stop loving him. good luck, hun. i'm here for you.
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Post by missdepp14 on Oct 24, 2006 12:37:45 GMT -5
i know it's not a solution but sometimes i have those moments or even days thet come really often, thet i feel about Johnny and about how much i love him, i love him even more then i love myself. and thet life sucks and he's the only thing i have to live for , and i know i dont have any chance to meet him, talk with him, tell him about my feelins... in my mind i would even like to marry him and be with him forever but i know it's impossible! and since he has Vanessa i feel like crying all the time. so because i know i can't change the situation, and i know i need to respect his wishes, i feel like the only thing i've left to do it's just die, let him to live his life in peace and stop torturing myself. and the worse it's thet no one in my environment can understand me, i dont even have friends who are Johnny fans! so in my case, the thoughts about suicide come alot.
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Post by missdepp14 on Oct 25, 2006 13:14:59 GMT -5
oh, and yes, of course i hope it will be gone in some point...
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Post by esther on Oct 25, 2006 14:05:48 GMT -5
i don't think anyone will get the suicide things if they haven't gone trough it themselves. i have gone trough those things, and i'm still going trough it. it's the feeling that you just want to sleep and never wake up again, not having any worries. It's when your head is so full and your heart so empty. You feel like you won't make next day and that everything is worthless. You feel alone and feel like no-one is behind you and the only ones that are, aren't around. It's a lot of feelings and it makes you crazy and it makes you cry and it can make you get so far that you kill yourself. and every litle thing that happens to you will have affect on you. if then on that moment your parents get mad or something, than you can break. it just feels like there is no other solution to go away from this pain.
This is what i feel. and missdepp14, i do agree with you and you know that. i am there for you.
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Post by anahita7 on Oct 26, 2006 0:49:25 GMT -5
Let me guess....you feel like you don't know what makes life worth living? Except for Johnny? I've felt that. It will go away soon enough, don't waste your life by ending it. It's just begun.
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Post by blackpearl1stmate on Oct 26, 2006 7:54:08 GMT -5
same here, id be embarresed of my parents... somehow i have no trouble telling my friends and freaking out in front of them but when it comes to my parents its another story. my jdocd is so bad that he's all i think about most of the time, but somehow i hide it from my parents. i have ONE jack poster and only 4 movies and i want so much more stuff but...... another thing is im DYING to go to the premier in disney, i live 6 hours away! but i couldn't really explain to them why im dying to go unless i explain my love of Johnny. plus im pretty sure they wouldn't want to go.
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Post by blackpearl1stmate on Oct 26, 2006 7:55:51 GMT -5
yes don't think about ending your life missdepp14, just think how Johnny would feel if he caused someone to think of suicide.
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